the ending choices don’t make sense based on the rest of the game

did you also think that the option to save your friends or join citra was way out of pocket?? like maybe if she had done anything other than drug me, r*pe me, and send me on death quests, OR expressed GENUINE emotional interest in me (rather than being horny af and preying on a college boy from the states’ sex drive) that yeah, it would be an option i choose. but you could SEE that she was a horrible person almost from the very beginning. even Dennis was like omg Citra :D idk man it just felt way off and like it was expecting any guy who had a hard-on for Citra to choose her over your friends that you spend THE. WHOLE. GAME. trying to save. HOWEVA! i do understand that anyone who plays the game and doesn’t know that when you choose Citra, she just has sex with you and stabs you in the stomach, so it may be a bit misleading. even then though, after the whole game of trying to get your friends and go home, having Citra entice you only because she’s got her own hard-on, AND the sheer threat of the island(s), would you really not choose your friends? i’m not trying to argue with anyone or say anyone is wrong at all!! it doesn’t make sense to me and i’d like to know if i’m missing something or if i just personally don’t agree 🫡 p.s., i have had a couple beers while typing so i apologize if some things are inaccurate or do not make sense 😅

tl:dr- the ending choices makes no sense to me based on the entire game, and honestly probably because of my own personal opinion.