I don’t want to do Calc 2 anymore.

1 month in, 22% on midterm, not looking great. I just cannot get it. None of the worked solutions actually explain anything so it feels like I’m “memorizing” the sequence of the solution which isn’t really learning, cause come the next midterm that shit is gonna fly out the window. Went to peer tutoring beginning of the semester, didn’t help. Stare at my screen for HOURS just to figure out why Pearson randomly inserts a number in a certain place without explaining why/what it’s for. Professors office hours are good I just have a class during his office hours and the TAs. This on top of Chem and Physics it’s just wayyyy too much. I barely scraped by Calc 1 with a C, and I think it was cuz of the curve. Lowkey tempted to take the W and think of other career options.