Horror of multiple jobs

Been doing multiple jobs for almost 6 yrs. Minimum ko siguro 3 jobs. There was times na 11 active jobs ako sa Upwork. Pag gigising ko dami notifs phone ko, emails, slacks, outlook. You name it. Different jobs and different responsibilities. Different learning curve as well. May resume grew so fast na yung accumulated experience ko di ko na mapagkasya sa linkedin kasi isang job at a time lang pwede ilagay. Nasa ceiling nako ng niche ko but there were a lot of downsides

• i can't sleep 8 hrs straight. Maluwag na mga work ko more on monitoring nalang but di ko marelax self ko

• sobrang nasanay brain ko sa multi tasking. Sometimes I'm listening to a friend, I'm listening to other people around me, and I can't focus sa isang bagay

• ang babaw ng tulog ko. It feels like pag may konting kaluskos nagigising ako. Kasi been working in different timezone bawal ko mamiss mga alarm ko

Andito nako sa position na gusto ko after sleepless nights. Never ako tinamad at di ako nagbasyon pero ang hirap na bagohin ng routine ko Di ako sanay ng walang ginagawa Di din ako sanay na walang iniisip

Right now I'm trying to have fun and irelax brain ko and bumalik sa dati. Nagsstruggle ako pero soon makakaadjust din ako. Multiple jobs is not for everyone. I'm healthy and fit but the side effects that I've mentioned dun ako nahihirapan. Gusto ko kasi magretire ng maaga. Sana magsilbing aral to sa mga gusto mag grind. Learn to balance everything.