My best friend said he wanted to kiss me

Tell me why we were in math class (Same friend i mentioned in another post) We were sitting there and said “what if I kissed you” I obviously couldn’t tell him yes or act like I’d enjoy it because I still haven’t came out to my friends but I told him “idk” and he kept looking at m and smiling but after class I lean on his shoulder and he starts acting like all straight and like weird about it he said “get that gay shit outa here” which is confusing because it’s giving me mix signals but even if he actually likes me he had a whole gf

Tell me why we were in math class (Same friend i mentioned in another post) We were sitting there and said “what if I kissed you” I obviously couldn’t tell him yes or act like I’d enjoy it because I still haven’t came out to my friends but I told him “idk” and he kept looking at m and smiling but after class I lean on his shoulder and he starts acting like all straight and like weird about it he said “get that gay shit outa here” which is confusing because it’s giving me mix signals but even if he actually likes me he had a whole gf