Does anyone else do this....?

So im relatively new to banjo... still struggling with lots of stuff.. but reading tabs isn't one of them... I can read them and understand them.. however.. my eye-brain signals find it difficult follow them when learning/playing (it may be an adhd autism thing..or just a me thing....I'm not sure) ...i seem to struggle reading left to right when playing, i prefer looking atbit like a list... so I write it all down...in colours. Its like my brain understands what I need to do faster and I don't lose my place on the music map as I call it. Doez anyone else do this... probably not exactly this, but convert the tabs into a different way of reading it? ? (FYI...

Fyi: This is my conversion of cherokee shuffle into my own way of understanding it...