Hey guys, bad news. I couldn't get a job.

I tried to be a clothes salesman in a store, but I could not bear my burden and anxiety. Autism literally sucks, I feel me still overwhelmed even leaving the store earlier after just working for 3 hours. Btw I just discovered something new about me, I realized that I start thinking in English when I'm overwhelmed and also imitating a volleyball header as if I were passing a ball. On one hand it's good being incredibly good with math, but on the other hand it is awful not knowing how interact socially. Don't people have this same difficulty talking to people? I ask this cause I can't imagine a scenario where I talk without planning my conversation beforehand.