It's ridiculous how complex and subtle social cues are

Made another fucking social mistake, was in a group chat and realized it was secretly forbidden to use a certain emoji and they all fucking attacked me and kicked me out, people can be nuts.

This is just one out of thousands of times I experienced something like this, I used to think I was paranoid when I messed up or said the wrong thing in a social setting, but I was completely right all along.

What drives me the most crazy is that the social rules constantly change different places I go to, and I almost always manage to fuck up making the wrong mannerism or saying something slightly off.

I'm done walking on eggshells, feels like hell. I'm so close to completely unmasking