What do I do

So I a couple days ago I graduated blc and was promoted to CPL it seems like it’s not even real. I wanted this badly but for some reason I do not view myself as a noncommissioned officer after all my hard work paid off it just doesn’t seem believable. After 4 years of service it still feels like I have no idea what the fuck I’m doing and now I have to lead and care for soldiers it’s a scary thought I still feel like the shitbag specialist even though I worked hard to improve myself. It feels so wild that I made it this far if you guys have any tips for a junior nco I’m all ears because this feels like a fever dream.

I’ll have a baconator but hold the bacon and the ator