has anyone else who experienced CSA been sexually assaulted/violated countless times even into adulthood?

sometimes i am scared to talk about the amount of times i’ve been sexually abused because it seems insane. but i was sexually abused throughout my entire childhood & i am autistic on top of that, and these two things combined made it very difficult for me to detect red flags & made me a magnet to predators. i’m 24 now and through a lot of healing & therapy, i’ve been able to recognize the red flags more and get better at protecting myself, but i just really need to know that i’m not alone. :( i genuinely fear people don’t believe me when i talk about how many times i’ve been violated/targeted because like i said, it really doesn’t seem real. but it is.