I don't feel worthy of my life

(19m) I'm really sad almost everyday, I overthink almost everything, I'm really broken mentally. I don't like the way I look. Every single day feels the same and I feel like I don't belong anywhere. It's really exhausting to think that I will have to wake up everyday and do anything for God knows how long. I wish I was never born. I cannot kill myself since I would go to hell. I really love God, but I don't love myself.