Ok goodbye everyone

So i am 18M,a neet dropper, pcmb in school. I gave this sub a try but it seems this place isn't for me. I thought it's a place where we all share our problems and interests as teenagers but you ppl lack passion, ego, morality and character. I know maybe it's my fault that i was trying to find myself among you ppl but it seems I am destined to be lonely and all alone in that aspect. And i accept that now cuz I can't associate myself to ppl who are seriously ill aka losing themselves in a fake reality, running for a desire which can't be fulfilled and for love and attention which they never gave to themselves. I am glad our paths crossed for some time but now I have to travel on my own again. My last advise to this sub would be to understand themselves better and live in this moment whether you're happy, sad, depressed, angry, lonely,guilty, confused, bored etc. And start hoping for something. That's what being alive means. And don't rush things they will happen when they're meant to happen and be true to yourself