FINALLY DID IT!!! LFGGGGG!!!

YALL I can't even begin to describe my situation lol.....I graduated in June 2022 and this was before next gen nclex.....I had an exam schedule but I kept on moving the date up because I was scared of falling lol.....I moved it till the expiration came (5months).....then I took it in October 2023 went to 150 questions and failed......I was depressed gang......then I studied and studied then tried a different center in another state close to me and failed in 85....tbh...I felt like taking it in another state was a bad idea lol(from Illinois but close to Indiana)....because I couldn't even understand the wordings of most of the questions...now it's 2025 in Illinois you have three years to take the nclex before they make you go back to school...so i was on my last couple months with three fails under my belt lol.....for this last exam.....I didn't even study much I jus did reviews but the game changer was my mentality......for some reason my low self esteem self was filled with confidence and I told myself as far as I get to 85 without shutting off I was doing well at some point.....and I took the exam on Tuesday.....got to 40 questions took my first break.....got to 60 questions my question felt so easy I thought I was doing bad....got to 85 and it.....Kept......going......and that's when I knew I was doing good......took Another break at 110.....then it got to 130 that's when I started panicking ngl.....I was like am I going to take the whole thing.....then went on another break and came back to only 5 minutes on the clock.....and I answered an additional 6 question before the time ran out so.....136 questions in total with time running out......I was content with whatever the outcome would be because I didn't even study as hard compared to the first two times so it is what it is and on Thursday morning I got the result....hands shaking and it showed I passed!!.....as a man I don't think I've ever screamed the way I screamed that day......Praise be to. The most high and for people like me with a lot of anxiety,low self esteem or doubting yourself take it.....don't move up the date.....take and if you fail try again and if you fail t test again.....there's no shame in failure unless you stay down.....so i wish Everyone about to take their test good luck..

YALL I can't even begin to describe my situation lol.....I graduated in June 2022 and this was before next gen nclex.....I had an exam schedule but I kept on moving the date up because I was scared of falling lol.....I moved it till the expiration came (5months).....then I took it in October 2023 went to 150 questions and failed......I was depressed gang......then I studied and studied then tried a different center in another state close to me and failed in 85....tbh...I felt like taking it in another state was a bad idea lol(from Illinois but close to Indiana)....because I couldn't even understand the wordings of most of the questions...now it's 2025 in Illinois you have three years to take the nclex before they make you go back to school...so i was on my last couple months with three fails under my belt lol.....for this last exam.....I didn't even study much I jus did reviews but the game changer was my mentality......for some reason my low self esteem self was filled with confidence and I told myself as far as I get to 85 without shutting off I was doing well at some point.....and I took the exam on Tuesday.....got to 40 questions took my first break.....got to 60 questions my question felt so easy I thought I was doing bad....got to 85 and it.....Kept......going......and that's when I knew I was doing good......took Another break at 110.....then it got to 130 that's when I started panicking ngl.....I was like am I going to take the whole thing.....then went on another break and came back to only 5 minutes on the clock.....and I answered an additional 6 question before the time ran out so.....136 questions in total with time running out......I was content with whatever the outcome would be because I didn't even study as hard compared to the first two times so it is what it is and on Thursday morning I got the result....hands shaking and it showed I passed!!.....as a man I don't think I've ever screamed the way I screamed that day......Praise be to. The most high and for people like me with a lot of anxiety,low self esteem or doubting yourself take it.....don't move up the date.....take and if you fail try again and if you fail t test again.....there's no shame in failure unless you stay down.....so i wish Everyone about to take their test good luck..