If I can do it you can!!

I’m 18 years old and porn have destroyed my life. When I was 13 years old I took my first fap. I had no regrets what so ever I just enjoyed it. I started doing it regularly, eventually skipping school to do it because at school time no one was home. I got to high school and my teacher made me sit next to this fine thick girl. I soon realized that something was wrong with me. I not joking when I say I started sweating like a pig when I sat next to her. My head felt heavy and I was randomly flickering thru out the lesson. The thing is I don’t have a crush on her, I’ve developed a dirty view on girls.

I got home and thought I can’t live like this. I bought a gym membership, started praying regularly, shaved my pubes more often and made sure I got to school with clean clothes. After just 6 months i realized how dirty I used to live. I didn’t shave, didn’t shower as often as now, didn’t have clean clothes sometimes and no exercising what so ever. Now I feel much comfortable sitting next to her. I have more confidence. The best thing is my face has started to shine more. Many of my friends has realized that I much more attractive now.

I haven’t stopped masturbating, I do it once in a month without watching porn and it showed a big difference.

English is not my first language so don’t get surprised by grammar mistakes