My happy marriage didn't change my life it IS my life.

I've been thinking about my happy marriage ever since early-mid 2023 when the first episode came out. I bought all the novels and the manga, l've read every ao3 fanfic, seen every fanart, checked EVERY single website featuring my happy marriage and I think about my happy marriage for at least an hour a day. At school, at home, when I sleep, in my dreams, it's ALL my happy marriage. The only thing I think about. I learnt how to draw both of them, they're both plastered on my walls as well. I have a cosplay kimono of Miyos. I have a SHRINE. I bought the mangas twice so the creators get more money. I've bullied people an doxxed people who made fun of my happy marriage. (Don't come at me for this) I know I sound absolutely batshit but l'm afraid I'm not even lying😭