Buying gifts from other mommies (MIL, my mom and gma) knowing that I will get nothing

This is my FIRST Mother’s Day, FFFIIIRRRSSTTT and I’m so depressed that I’m crying myself to sleep because my husband sucks at gifting and is too broke and selfish. (We both work). He’s always sucked at gifting; last Valentine’s Day was the first time I ever received a gift from him. I’m only mentioning anything at all because he went to the store today to get himself something sweet to eat. I still didn’t get any surprise back. Something small would mean the world to me no matter the price.

The only thing that is making me not super depressed is looking at my son on the monitor thinking “DAMN I love being his mother”. And my son is the best gift I could ever have, I just wish I could be appreciated. I do a lot for our son and trying to keep the place clean. Even after going home from my very physical demanding job.

I’m just at a loss with him and I don’t understand.