Feeling down

We are 8dp6dt, I can’t help but feel discouraged. This is our fourth transfer, I just keep thinking that each subsequent transfer we are using a worse quality embryo and so our chances should be going down.

All of these side effects from progesterone are driving me crazy too. I feel icky and I’m having mood swings and getting period cramps. I would embrace them all if I knew it was successful, but I know the symptoms mean nothing and it’s just more mind-fuckery we have to put up with.

I’m not really looking for anything here, just wanting to get this off my chest I guess. If you have a second to send good vibes or prayers for this transfer and for my sanity, it’s appreciated

TL;DR this process is shit and you ladies are all warriors