rant?+questions idk

ok so i got a B- in AP, B in eng lab and B+ in english ALHUMDULLILAH but the thing is my other grades i know for a matter of fact are very fucked cause firstly paper went shit and my absolutes phela sai he fucked they, pf ka or be bura haal hai course mai 36/60 hai absolutes and lab mai 19.5/60, my lab sir fucked me over in the mids so thats a major reason why its that low, but abhi pata chala hai recursion and file handling be arehi hai jo ka i dont know shit about, i did my labs again finals sai phela and ab mejha woh be nehi yaad kaisa kiya they, after over analyzing the shit out of sgpa its coming up to 2.7 max and its not ka maina pura semester parha na ho, literally har roz i would be studying something and still i am this fucked so i dont know what to do, had a full on mental breakdown, dost jawab nehi dey reha to came here, also can some senior tell me if i get a below 3 gpa abhi to aker tak 3.5 tak pohnch shakata hai and is their a possiblity that i can pass pf final is on 2nd jan, i just feel so hopeless cause ik to ajeeb dash log hai everyone is saying jobs kam hai and skills matter kerti hai and shit but how can i get a job if i am not the best at somethings and someone else is to ofcourse woh ioshi ko lay ga and like there is no guarantee that i will get a job to phir why the fuck am i wasting money and time here ajeeb yar...someone please give me some sort of hope i am loosing my shit