Church trauma and meeting with former pastor

I left my church of fifteen years during pandemic.

I led worship, served on the board and volunteered countless hours.

And yet because of leadership abuse, I left out the back door like so many other long term members.

They still put on the happy evangelical face, courting new visitors and members and not addressing issues.

The pastor texted me, letting me know they're culling the membership roster and if I still want to be on the list.

I'm meeting with him in a couple weeks. What I want to say is I want my tithe money back. I want the thousands of hours I volunteered back. All this while he sits on his throne and makes a six figure salary.

Thoughts? I'm traumatized but also trying to figure out how to move on with my life.