For those of you that have fully deconstucted. Do you have a central pillar or topic that keeps you grounded?

Former christian of 43 years here. For about a week or so I'd wake up and be like "okay am I really doing this? What has led me to be so definitive about my decision?"

For me it's the very beginning. "god" is no different than most governments it seems. Creates a problem and then wants to charge you for the "brilliant" solution. Make that make sense. It's what I come back to though.

So god allowed evil in the garden and then suddenly blamed his children once the evil won. Really? It was their fault cuz he said not to be tricked by evil. Got it.......-eye roll-.

But wait.........THEN.....after destroying the whole earth but for 8......he repopulated it.....THEN.......sent his son born to some virgin super naturally......to die to make up for the evil to begin with?

Ya it's pretty easy that this is utter nonsense. Don't insult my intelligence.

Probably par for the course here but I thought I'd share my central pillar that keeps me grounded. There's no need for a "savior" when "god" created the problem to begin with.

How about you?