Abortion

Hi everyone, I won't go too much into details but I had abortion two years ago. Ever since then it completely changed the way I view God and myself. I hate myself so much and I have so much anger towards my husband that I try to just ignore. I want to have a relationship with God, I want to feel forgiven but I can't. I love my husband and I want us to prosper but ever since that choice I made I've been struggling.

*everyone can have their own opinions and that's ok. This post isn't to bash me. If you have nothing nice or encouraging to say. Scroll past.