Really though?

They say life doesn't or shouldn't have to be this hard. Starting to sound like BS to me. I shouldn't have to fight every single day just wake up and breathe through my life.

I'm deep in feelings of "this is not fair, this should not be my life"

Yes I know life's not fair but it shouldn't this damn hard either. I am a good person who deserves to smile because its another day. Not shaking with anxiety like a damn dog every day hoping not to get too triggered into a panic.

I'm exhausted. I don't mean need a nap. I mean in my heart I can't muster up much more to make it through these awful days.