Im 20 and I hate just about everything about being an adult

I hate working full time, I hate student loan payments, I hate car insurance payments, I hate calling dr offices to set up appointments, I hate getting my car fixed. I dont live on my own yet because I can't afford it despite working full time but I know I'll hate paying rent. I hate not having time or money to do the things I enjoy. I hate "acting like an adult" aka that stupid ass fake small talk you are required to make with people. I hate my parents constantly nagging me about stupid shit like moving out and going back to school which i cant afford to do. Honestly I can't think of a single thing I genuinely enjoy about being an adult and I know it's just going to get worse the older I get as far as responsibilities go.

I hate being unable to get a girlfriend due to looks and neurodivergency. I hate how I have an extremely hard time making friends which is even harder as an adult. I'm 20 which means I'm an adult but can't even fucking drink which sucks.